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2010-09-25T08:42:00.000+08:00

i get frustrated when there's nothing to talk about and yet you're forced to continue the conversation answering boring questions like how my sleep was, how my lessons went, how my day went, how how how. some things are just the same everyday you know. i mean, if we havent talked for months, i definitely wouldnt be kicking up such a big fuss here now. but er, we talk everyday? if there's something interesting about my sleep i would have said so. but what can be so fascinating my sleep? even if i were to have dreams.. am i supposed to report about every single dream i had? argh, maybe my life's too boring to talk about that's y i hate questions like that. dang. OH GOD, i need to sigh a big BIG sigh.

2010-09-20T06:51:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
guess what i'lll be presenting tomorrow.
my favourite princesses! :D:D:D:D
LOL.
the more i look for info to put in my ppt, the more excited i get.
i keep changing my desktop's background cos i realised there're SO MANY pretty pictures of them. :x
but my desktop looks like crap because the pictures seem to be too small.. and then the princesses' face will be stretched. ): so ugly.
i thought my princess craze died. but omg, it's still in me. HAHAHAHHAHA.
yay! do you know pocohantas is a true story? i didnt know! there's really a lady called pocohantas lah. wth.
i have no one to tell this cool fact. because they'll all start saying im childish again. ):
nvm, at least i have you to tell. HAHAHA.
okok. that's all. bye.

2010-09-17T23:05:00.003+08:00

everytime i feel like this, i wish my life could be taken away.

2010-09-17T19:04:00.000+08:00

goodness. i didnt know it'll be THAT hard to think of a topic to present on ANYTHING you want for 8 minutes. :/ i have no idea what to talk about.......................... argh.

2010-09-15T06:52:00.001+08:00

YAY! I TIED MY OWN GUITAR STRING. HAHAHA.

2010-09-11T08:47:00.001+08:00

today's saturday! (:
tomorrow's sunday! :D:D:D:D
even though we dont have one whole day tog. at least i'll still get to go out with ya.
and im so looking forward to monday too!
I can have BOTH lunch and dinner with you! EXCITED. HAHAHA.
alrighty! time to go for my physiotherapy at the pooool on this hot and sunny day!

2010-09-10T08:11:00.000+08:00

yea, you're no superman and i like you as you are! HAHAHA.

FRP was good! it's not the best musical production definitely. but i love the backdrops, the settings, the songs (even though most of the singing didnt sound professional), the humour, and of course the singapore touch to it! saw an advert of 'the nutcracker'. wonder if it will be good. hmm. should i go??? HAHAHA. shall decide again. (:

meeting up with the funneh people for lunch later. woohoo!

2010-09-07T07:08:00.000+08:00

yay! i bought a tea tree facial wash from TBS yest! mh said her brother's face became clearer after using it! HAHAHAHAHA. shall see if it works for me too! :D i guess i can only use it in the morn. cos the minty smell perks you up! i think it might cos insomnia. HAHAHA.

2010-09-06T08:02:00.000+08:00

amazingly started conversations with people i dont usually talk to yest.
and i think c is really nice!
he really did fetch me back no matter what time i wanted to leave the place.
seldom see such gentleman-ly gestures these days. haha!
was damn tired yest.
i dunno how i managed to get through the whole day without getting coffee during lunch and dinner.
oh. and yest was like the first time i liked ya kun's coffee.
i really think the cup makes a difference lah!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW. when you drink it from the small and round porcelain (how do u spell that!) cup it just doesnt taste as good as if it's from the glass cup like the ones at coffeeshops. really! yest i doggy bagged my coffee from ya kun AND you need to drink it from that small opening on the cap. mmmmm. tasty yummy coffee!
not too sweet.. and the amount of milk was uh huh just nice! (:

my colleague's going to shenzhen! and she said she would help me get a bag if she sees one that's pretty.
(:
yay!
ive been wanting to get a bag. i hate shopping for bags lah! there're a lot of things to consider! first and foremost, the price. =x secondly, the colour (i love white stuff!! but they'll get dirty.. then if i get black/red i'll think argh. i alr have them.. would it end up looking the same and then i wont feel that shuang that i own a new bag. -.-) then comes the material of the bag (i love the omgsuddenlyicantrmbthenameofthat material but as usual.. being the messy and careless person i am.. it will end up turning greyish. and the skin might tear or smth.) FINALLY. AH. the size! actualy i love big bags lah. but the bigger my bag is. the bigger the tendency of me throwing everything in and it'll end up weighing a ton. but small bags are so impractical -.-
soooo, hopefully she sees something nice and help me decide on a bag to buy there. HAHAHAHA.

and i think im changing my iphone cover later! to the one Y bought for me (: ive been hesitating to change my cover. i love the one Y bought for me. BUT I CANT BEAR TO PART WITH KITTY. and i took so long to convince myself that it's worth it to spend $12 to get my case! but i have no choice now cos it's turning lose and black. i wish i could cut that kitty out and turn it into a key chain. that would make me happy!

i'll be having fish at FISH tonight! =x HAHHAHHA. yay! then i can ALLL the fish i want! I LOVE FISH. i think the fishes at western places always taste like crap! i mean places like manhattan's.. billy bombers... aston's... whatever there is lah. it's always either so oily it gives me a headache and covers the taste of the fish OR it's so bloody salty i think i'll get hypertension from it. I HATE FOOD THAT'S TOO SALTY. -.-

HAHAHA. i suddenly rmbed i'll get to spend your birthday with you. i have no idea how it should be spent.

hmmm. yah and i realised my bday is kinda coming too. feeling a bit melancholic at the thought of last yr's HHAHAHAHAHA. it was supposedly my happiest bday ever. seriously. people always say that when others celebrate their bdays for them out of courtesy. but it really was! nobody's ever came to surprise me at midnight. okay. not that i dont have nice friends.. but they know my mum wouldnt allow me to randomly go out at 12 midnight just to receive a present or anything like that. moreover she doesnt see bday as smth impt. but my parents trusted you and liked you as much as i did.. you were kinda like a family member so i guess that's y it was okay. ahh.. and it was the bday before that you met them wasnt it. when all three of you were sititng at the table feeling a bit uncomfortable that you're afraid you might give a bad impression while i was kinda nonchalant about it. the thought of it's quite funny. im reminiscing about if cos im still quite surprised that i actually dared to let my parents know about you. hahaha. okay. im quite sad and i feel like crying now. HAHAHA. dont get me wrong. im not thinking that it should happen again. just feeling sad that smth that made me feel secure and safe all the time had to end. i guess it really wouldnt have worked out if it continued.. my character changes ever so often. it's hard to adapt i guess. and all we did 80% of the time was argue over little things because i get unhappy over the slightest things and i'll end up throwing tantrums when it doesnt go the way i like it to be. hope youre doing well! (: i wish someday we could talk again like we used to. but maybe it wouldnt happen since there would still be awkwardness. ahha. nine months isnt enough. maybe a few years might be. perhaps. perhaps. perhaps. (:

2010-09-05T07:03:00.000+08:00

i saw your sis yest! she's still as bubbly as ever (:

had aston's for dinner yest. :D nice! :D

it was cute how S was crying cos she fell down and when i asked if she wanted to have the biscuits i bought for her, she started beaming with joy again. haha!

spent almost the entire day with you yest. (:
i like how im getting to know you better.
you do little things that put a smile on my face.
you don't realise that sometimes you sound v fierce/angry but you dont mean it.
i get offended at times because i dislike people screaming at me like it's my fault.
and then you'll be very apologetic and sound so innocent that you didnt mean it that way. haha.
i like your simple-mindedness. i used to be that way. i dont know what changed me. and it's quite hard to say if a change is good or bad. it's always good in certain ways and bad in others. but there're always times i wish i didnt think that much. however by the time i start realizing im thinking too much, there're alr a thousand things processing in my mind. if only this happens in academic ways. HAHA.

man. i wont get to see you for MORE than a week. at least i'll be able to contact you still! (:

okay. this is really random but..
i wanna get a nice leg warmer!!! i dont know how i can keep my legs warm in an air conditioned room. even when i wear my THICKEST jeans my knees still feel cold. when it's cold.. it feels weak. i wonder if a heat pack works. but how am i suppose to keep holding on to it there. -.- kc said i just need to eat more proteins to build muscles there. BUT IVE BEEN EATING PROTEINS!!! this is stupid.
omg. suddenly im reminded of something. dont you just hate it when people think they know you very well but they dont? okay, not that they dont.. but just because they seem to know you RATHER well.. it doesnt mean to say that they know every single thing about you isnt it. LOL. omg. okay. wait. actually why am i getting angry over this. ahh. yes. because i hate egoistic people. and well. i am quite egoistic at times. so maybe i hate myself at times too. HAHAHAH.

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. i need to slap my self a few times right now cos im feeling slpy and my day starts at 9 later and will end late at night. part of me is wishing that i dont need to go to the party.. but the other part of me cant wait to be there. as usual right. always in a dilemma. that's why i can never buy things fast! i hope i can finish my last bit of history by tmr morning. you know.. the thing is.. it's not a lot of work if you actually think about it. but i always find difficulty in getting myself focused and into the 'mood'. which causes me to end up dragging something which could have been done in half a day to a few DAYSSSS. id better be able to concentrate tmr! bye!

2010-09-03T07:00:00.000+08:00

your mum text me yest. haha! gave me a shock. of course i would be more than willing to help her. (:
i'll still remember how nice she was to me. (:
ive been wanting to visit her still. but there're always things that stop me from doing so.. like the thought of whether she would find it weird (i know she said i should just treat her as a friend, but at the back of my mind i still know her as 'my ex's- mum'. who wouldnt?) for me to visit her randomly? and the distance i have to travel. (and end up being home late. :/) AND, i dont want her to spend all her energy cooking things for me and buying things for me. i know it tires her.

last night was one of my happiest nights this week. (: a good 6 minutes or so of talking to you on the phone.

anw, im trying not to think of the things that youve been saying or whatever you're thinking. i can so imagine and predict the things you would say. but i cant deny that im greatly affected by it. it's suppose to be my choice afterall right. it was never something that was confirmed. i hate it when people say it doesnt matter BUT in the end it's the thing that dislike me for most (okay, as i type this. I REALISE I DO THAT TOO. LOL. not the disliking part. but the part where i say it doesnt matter but it does). okay fine. maybe i shouldnt be angry afterall then. ahhh. what's done has been done. i was truly happy to be your friend. i sincerely enjoyed the times we were close. but. lol. that's y! i hate it when that kinda things happens and spoils everything. not that it can be avoided though.

yup. im looking forward to watching frp next week. (: although sfc wasnt that good. i really dont mind watching another play again. if only they were as cheap as $2. i wouldnt skip a meal to watch it (i know some people can skip meals to save money. I CAN NEVER DO THAT. IT'S SO TORTURING ): i know ive been putting on weight. but it's either my weight or i'll feel weak again. lol.) BUT i dont mind not shopping to watch it. IM PROUD OF MYSELF. i actually managed to stop myself from buying random things to make myself happy. LOL. (:

im thinking of changing the link of my blog. but i havent figured out how. HAHAHAHHAHA. soooooo. shall see again! im a bit lazy to anw. since when am i not lazy. HHAHAHAHA.

2010-08-31T05:19:00.002+08:00

dreamt that you text me last night. (:

2010-08-30T07:32:00.000+08:00

it's not that i like hiding things from you. but if i dont feel like i can trust you, i wont be able to open up to you. the problem doesn't lie with you. i just need time to adapt to you, feel comfortable around you, know that you will accept me for the way i am, not criticise my way of thought. i dont think it's something that can be changed. im definitely much more open nowadays. i know the importance of communicating in any relationship, but if that's how i am. there'll still be times i act that way. or else i wont be me wouldnt i.

2010-08-30T06:48:00.000+08:00

im just blogging cos i need to talk to someone. LOL.
):
you said you're feeling uncomfortable around her sometimes cos you think she likes you and she's trying to get closer to you. you said it like you were trying to bring across the fact that you care about feelings. worried that i would mind girls being attracted to you. im matter-of-factly not afraid of that. but it just so happened that im feeling a bit insecure at the moment. i was somehow reminded of what happened, which often makes me feel like crying. but nowadays im not crying because im sad that it's all over alr. it's because im reminded of how it felt. how lost i felt. =/ and it doesnt help seeing that youre that one who talks to girl first at times. does that even make sense. you supposedly feeling uncomfortable about it yet you're the one who bothers talking to her first. it doesnt make that much sense now. sigh. i dont want to talk about it. im afraid i might bring the wrong message across. i know im just feeling this way now because im in a bad mood. i dont think i want to talk about it to my friends because im afraid it might make the girl sound slutty and all. i believe she didnt 'get closer' to you. maybe she's just sociable in nature. i dont hate her. i dont dislike her. but i cant help feeling that way when im in a bad mood and doubting the kind of relationship the both of you share. AHHHHH. wth is wrong with me. okay. back to summarising my work. -.- thank god matt costa's mr pitiful is playing right now. must be the songs ive been listening to. ALL OF THEM WERE SO SLOW AND KINDA EMO-ISH. -.-

2010-07-23T05:53:00.000+08:00

first week of school is almost coming to an end! :D
was quite difficult for my body to adjust to the being-out-the-whole-day thingy again! so i slept once i reached home the first two days! =x am still adjusting.. wahaha.
things are a lot better than i thought they would be.
i mean the classes are much more interesting! and amazingly im somehow talking a lot more to people i dont usually talk to or didnt think i will talk to!
wahaha. and im soooo glad that im still talking to tkc. because somehow it makes me feel sane to talk to someone outside school once in a while. :D and the best thing is we both live in pasir ris! it's not easy to find a friend you can always meet who lives near you!!! hope there'll still be time to meet him up randomly to keep me sane for the next fourteen weeks or so! HAHA.
annnnd..... jasmine will be meeting von and i in school next week! :D

2010-07-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

that's not all there is in life (:
ahhhh. i shall keep reminding myself! (and convince the other half of me that's not believing it -.-)
LOL.

2010-07-03T10:31:00.000+08:00

my initial reason for buying an ipod nano is because i saw a Hello kitty case! HAHAHAHAHA.
but after doing my little research (i dont usually follow IT stuff cos i think it's hard to understand =x) and jia yi showing me how awesome her ipod is. IVE DECIDED TO GET ONE REAL SOON! on a day when i dont feel guilty for spending the money and of course when it's convenient to make my way down to the stall. HAHA. :D im just afraid i'll take really long to decide on which colour i should get. yahyah. im still as indecisive as ever. HAHAHA. i can spend like half an hour at a stall just to choose between two items. but i think so far ive been making wise decisions all by myself! HAHA. (like it's something i should be v proud of. LOL) hmmmm. but in the end if im getting the hello kitty case then the colour doesnt really matter right. LOL.

im craving for salmon right now -.- even though i just ate salmon congee yesterday which wasnt exactly VERY good cos of the fishy taste. =x yesterday was the first time i dined at han's. and i dont understand why there're so many people there!!! i mean the food is so-so (honestly it tastes like any other GOOD food court food) and the ambience isnt exactly u know something u want to pay a lot for. and then... i drank the kopi-C and i thought to myself. OOOOOOHHHHH. maybe this is the reason! LOL. IT'S V GOOD OKAY. it's so MILKY. like u can really taste the milk. the one i ordered wasnt exactly sweet lah cos I asked for less sugar. but i guess if u like sweet and milky stuff, it's the PUUURRR-FECT cheap coffee! :D actually i prefer cheap coffee! (my definition of cheap coffee means kopi =x) cos duh, it's cheap. and i feel guilty-free drinking it. as compared to starbucks! i'll be wondering omg how much fats will i gain from it and how big a hole i've burnt in my pocket. yay! now i know breadtalk and han's makes good coffee. :D

anw this morning i woke up and decided i should be hardworking and really TRY to start reading this thick book before school starts. i only read EIGHT pages and i almost died okay... i took like what an hour to read it? BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND. all i rmb from reading it are the words "aesthetics", "the history of art", "the history of art". ): so much for an hour huh. sigh.. i think the stupid me has to read a few more times to understand it! and u know what.. that's only PART of the "INTRODUCTION" chapter. LOL! nvm, mummy always says stupid nvm, at least u tried your best. HAHAHAHA.

whooppee! :D im off to do a bit more of my score!

2010-07-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

it's quite hurtful at times to read your replies.
i dont know if im the one who's thinking too much or are they really more unfriendly than usual.
maybe you're really busy? or maybe you're just trying to draw the line clearer for me? or maybe that's how you usually treat friends?
hm. but it doesnt really matter does it. (:
i can't really do anything about it.
i guess i'm better at accepting the truths nowadays.
i still breakdown sometimes, i cant deny.
but after all that has happened (not that a lot has happened. but yah),
i guess im just happy that we're still in contact.
i think the biggest lesson i've learnt is that life IS unpredictable. haha!
and yah, i should cherish every moment. yah. i know im still not exactly cherishing every moment. =x
BUT im trying to change! :D:D at least im trying A LITTLE by LITTLE.

and thank you mummy and daddy for caring about my health.
i cant help (i can help lah. but omg, my temper as usual is quite bad =x soo... it's a little difficult to help. HAHAHA.) feeling annoyed sometimes when u keep asking me about it. cos i'll be reminded about it. and there are times i really hate it when u ask me why isnt it getting better after seeing the doctor so many times. i really dont know u know. and it's kind of my only hope? it doesnt help me feel better to be reminded of negative things! sometimes i really feel that maybe im really not getting better. =/ but after being negative and annoyed by all the things the both of you say. i realise u do that cos you care. duh. im sorry if i've been scolding the both of you in my mind at times when im annoyed. ):

okay, i feel a lot better after blogging all the things ive been bottling up! LOL. yay! time to start doing my other christmas song. HAHAHAHA.

2010-06-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

kids are such happy lil things! (:
my student was giving out her little mangoes to all her classmates today! but because there was this extra student who came for class today, she was kinda short of one. her mum asked her to give the last one to me and i could feel her disappointment that she had to give her share away. but she still tried to give me a big smile and offered her mango to me! of course i didnt take her offer! told her to keep it for herself and give me one another time. and she immediately started jumping around again! HAHA. all her other friends held on to their mango like some precious gem and were screaming away "mango! mango!" HAHA.
i think we should all be as happy as them whenever we get to eat mangoes! :D

one of my student's mum bought PENANG LAKSA for me today (:
the sourness and spicyness saved me from having a really bad flu! :D

2010-05-08T08:25:00.002+08:00

o.o sharing a bed with your partner actually causes interruptions to your sleep.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/8245578.stm

2010-05-01T06:42:00.001+08:00

James Morrison - If You Don't Wanna Love Me

It's so heartwarming to listen to this (: cos the lyrics sound so familiar.

When you lower me down
So deep that I, I can't get out
And when you're lost, lost and alone
Yes you'd think it was the last place
You'd come back for more

If you don't want me to leave
Then don't push me away
Rather blow out the lights
You can watch it all fade
But I'm going nowhere

I'm gonna stay
When you just wanna fight
When you're closing your eyes
'Cause you don't wanna love me

I'm gonna stay
You can't push me to far
There's no space in my heart
Where I don't wanna love you

And when there's no stone
Then how can I feel the corn
If there's nothing, nothing, nothing left to lose
Then what is this feeling
That keeps on bringing me back to you

So I'm gonna stay
When you just wanna fight
And you're closing your eyes
'Cause you don't wanna love me

So I'm gonna stay, yes I will
You can't push me to far
There's no space in my heart
Where I don't wanna love you

And if you ask me to leave
And I walked away
We'd still be alone
And we'd still be afraid
I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere

'Cause I'm gonna stay
When you just wanna fight
And there's tears in your eyes
'Cause you don't wanna love me

I'm gonna stay
All the tears that I've cried
I could leave them to dry
If you don't wanna love me

Could leave them to dry
If you don't wanna love me

2010-04-25T06:53:00.002+08:00

i hate feeling pressurized. id rather be left alone in the room than to be forced to suddenly be great friends with the whole world.

2010-04-24T20:51:00.001+08:00

Ive never felt so neglected in my whole life

2010-04-22T23:03:00.001+08:00

I just read the health benefits of Cod liver oil. One of it is to build HEALTHY JOINTS! I am so going to eat two teaspoons of it EVERYDAY from now. i just started today. (; i dunno why my body is seriously breaking at such a young age. ): but oh well! since it is, i shall make sure that i SLOW DOWN the process that it breaks down and make the most out of life. lol! i've already starting to make plans for the rest of my life if i were to become wheelchair bound. wahaha. but on the downside, i probably wouldnt be able to continue teaching kids. it isnt very convenient. lol. anw! for more info on cod live oil, read below!!! i ensure you that you'll be convinced (just like me) to start taking it! really! :D

The Health Benefits of Cod Liver Oil and Fish Oil
By Ben Kim, D.C.

One of the best additions that my wife and I have made to our diets over the past few years has been cod liver oil. Why has cod liver oil become a permanent part of our healthy food plan? It is one of the most reliable and concentrated food sources of four nutrients that are essential to your health: DHA, EPA, vitamin A, and vitamin D. These four nutrients are needed for:

Healthy skin

Strong bones and teeth

Healthy joints

A healthy cardiovascular system

A healthy nervous system and prevention of depression and other mood disorders

A healthy lining for your digestive tract

Carlson Cod Liver Oil Lemon Flavoured 16.8 oz. (500 ml)

1 Bottle - 500 ml (Large Size) $27.95 USD, plus S&H

DHA is a fatty acid that is essential to the health of your nervous system and eyes. It is vital to preventing depression. If you suffer from intermittent or chronic depression, this is one nutrient that you want to get every single day. If you want to get pregnant or are pregnant, you need to eat foods with DHA on a regular basis in order to support proper development of your baby’s nervous system and prevent depression during pregnancy and after the baby arrives. I am convinced that the vast majority of cases of post partum (after delivery) depression can be avoided just by taking cod liver oil each day.

EPA is a fatty acid that promotes a healthy cardiovascular system and decreases inflammation throughout your body. Its anti-inflammatory properties makes EPA especially helpful to people who suffer with arthritis. EPA is also closely linked with your emotional health, with many studies showing that it plays a strong role in preventing depression.

Vitamin A is necessary for proper vision, healthy skin, and strong mucosal linings, including the lining of your digestive tract. Many skin and digestive disorders cannot fully heal without a reliable supply of vitamin A.

Vitamin D is essential to maintaining strong bones and teeth. It enhances the strength and efficiency of your immune system, which decreases your risk of developing autoimmune conditions. Vitamin D helps your body regulate its blood sugar levels, playing an important role in preventing type II diabetes. Finally, vitamin D is one of several nutrients that are necessary for preventing high blood pressure.

My wife and I use a lemon flavoured variety of cod liver oil made by Carlson Labs. For the past twenty years, Carlson has been providing exceptionally high quality cod liver oil by using only cod that are harvested from clean arctic waters off the coast of northern Norway. These cold ocean waters contain the ideal nutrients for the growth of healthy cod, rich in the nutrients mentioned above.

During the fishing season, cod are gathered and brought to the fishery everyday, where workers immediately remove the liver oil from the liver tissues. Many other types of cod liver oil are not made on a daily basis because they come from cod that are caught by large boats which are out on the ocean for 1-2 weeks, making it impossible to make as fresh a product. This is an important point, as the freshness and nutritional content of cod liver oil depends largely on how quickly the oil is removed from the liver tissue.

Carlson Cod Liver Oil Lemon Flavoured 16.8 oz. (500 ml)

1 Bottle - 500 ml (Large Size) $27.95 USD, plus S&H

Carlson uses a special steam extraction process that produces a super high quality oil that doesn’t have a bad taste or smell like some other varieties. As soon as the oil is produced, it is put into 2.5 ton containers that have nitrogen pumped into them. Nitrogen is necessary to remove any oxygen in the containers, another important step that is taken to maximize freshness, as oxygen can damage the valuable fatty acids in cod liver oil.

Ultimately, purified cod liver oil that is rich in nutrients and naturally occurring antioxidants is bottled in Norway and nitrogen-sealed, which ensures that there is no air in the oil or bottle. Many other providers of cod liver oil have it shipped to the U.S. in large drums, to be bottled later to save on costs. Having the cod liver oil bottled in Norway is another step taken to ensure freshness, eliminating the potential for problems that could come up during storage or shipping.

I appreciate that Carlson Cod Liver Oil is regularly tested using AOAC international protocols for purity and potency by an independent, FDA registered laboratory. These tests regularly confirm that Carlson Cod Liver Oil is free of detectable levels of mercury, cadmium, lead, PCB’s and 28 other contaminants.

If you are anxious about the taste, not to worry. Carlson Cod Liver Oil has a natural lemon flavour added to it, which makes it totally fine to take before or during your meals. We prefer to take it right before lunch or dinner in order to facilitate optimal assimilation of the healthy fats and fat-soluble vitamins in the foods that we eat.

If you’re thinking about taking capsules instead of the liquid, I highly encourage you to try the liquid for a month. Through my own experimenting and observing my patients over the years, I have found that taking the pure liquid produces superior results compared to taking gel capsules.

Please note: For most people, a safe dosage of cod liver oil is approximately two teaspoons per day. Two teaspoons will provide you with the following:

Nutrients in 2 teaspoons of Carlson Cod Liver Oil
DHA (DocosaHexaenoic Acid)	1000 to 1180 mg
EPA (EicosaPentaenoic Acid)	680 to 1000 mg
ALA (Alpha-Linolenic Acid)	80 to 100 mg
Vitamin A	1600 IU
Vitamin D	800 IU
Vitamin E (natural d-alpha tocopherol and mixed tocopherols)	20 IU

If you want to take more than two teaspoons per day, I recommend that you visit your doctor or a laboratory where you can have your vitamin D status tested. Having too much vitamin D in your blood can be harmful to your health. Read more about vitamin D.

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2010-04-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

Im half prepared to be wheelchair bound.

Have you ever wondered if motivational speakers really do what they preach? Or maybe he/she might be a depressed person behind closed doors?

2010-04-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

it was freaking scary.
lol.
i dont know what illness that is nor the cause of it.
since the start of the performance i knew i was feeling a little unwell.
i thought i was plain tired.
then when i saw someone faint. the scary thought came to my mind that i might faint.
lol.
i started to breathe harder. but that was normal. cos i feel giddy easily.
so i held on. i tried to use more energy so i feel revitalised and it worked.
but everytime the music stop, everytime there's a long rest, i felt like i was going to pass out.
i could feel my limbs start to tremble.
once the concert ended, i thought im going to be fine cos all i need was a sip of water n maybe some food like usual.
but no. i breathed even harder. i couldnt really control my breathing.. and then my limbs trembled harder.
i felt numb.. i couldnt move my fingers nor my mouth to talk..
=/
ah. i hope it doesnt happen again. n if it does i want to know why it happens.
is it asthma?

2010-04-04T08:13:00.000+08:00

(:
i love cool, rainy mornings, sunny afternoons, and cloudlesss evenings.

yest was quite a fulfilling day! (even though i woke up later than planned, which ended up being a blessing in disguise. wahaha)
my plan was to reach sch by 7am to prac the irritating leaps i cant get for fotg bar 180. HAHAHA.
but i only reached at 8.45 =x and anw i couldnt even practise. -.- they had rehearsal until 11 plus i think. which made me more nervous about playing fotg cos i dont get to warm up!
ahhh. u know everytime we're at the pause before bar 180, I CANT HELP IT BUT MY HEART BEATS V FAST. like quaver=200. LOL. n then the rhythm's so fast it doesnt really help calm my nerves down. -.- when im at bar 180 im thinking of a hundred million things at one time "omg. what if i mispitch, what if i ran out of breath, what if i just stopped playing, what if i play the wrong rhythm, what if, what if." i really should thinking of 'what ifs' at negative times! even though i still played quite badly yest (the style isnt correct! ): ) . AT LEAST i tried my best to keep calm and i hit my notes! =x HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

went for lunch with the band people for the first time. =x HAHAHAHHA. im always rushing home after band prac to "do work". -.- wahaha. i must say i enjoyed myself! :D:D:D:D

rushed back to school for meeting at 1pm. HAHAHA. it feels good to be in the 'camping' mood again. u know how camps always make you feel so motivated n positive about everything. like those marketing companies where they like to psycho their customers and employers. hahahahahaha. i felt quite lost about everything eh. i forgot a lot of people's names, i forgot how camps should run, n other stuff. id better find some time going through the proposals soon. IM MEETING MY CAMPERS NEXT WEEK. LOL. SO FAST. wth. im not mentally prepared. i need to rehearse my 'opening speech' in front of my mirror. HAHAHA. should i say "HI! im jasmin, i'm going to be your FA!" or should i start with "HELLO! it's nice to see all of you" or something. LOL. okok, i need to keep in mind that i must be 200% excited to make sure they're 100% excited about everything. HAHAHAHA.

had lesson with my cutie after that. as usual she greeted me with her unable-to-contain-her-happinessnexcitednesstoseeme-kinda-look. SO CUTE!!! i printed out cards with an easter egg on one side and notes on the other. hid them in different places of the room, asked her to find them and she had to tell me the note values of each note. she looked like she had fun finding the little 'eggs'. which was all i needed to make me happy! (:

yipppee!

2010-04-01T19:14:00.000+08:00

Someone once told me that "your spouse will resemble your parent". I used to think it's quite disgusting. (can u imagine yourself liking your own dad?!?!) LOL. But im beginning to agree more now.

Im quite happy my shoe spoilt. Now i can get a new pair!!! :D Hehhehheh.

2010-03-30T18:03:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt sad thinking of the times you were with that person you thought you would be with for the rest of your life but happy at the same time that it actually happened? but you know youre feeling that way not because you still like that particular person nor are you still harbouring on any hopes that you might someday be with that person again. at the same time you have this strong feeling that you will never be as happy or as contented with anyone else.

lol. yes, I am feeling that way right now.

2010-03-30T05:46:00.000+08:00

okaaay. i finally got the drive to do my history.
which again reminds me of how slack n distracted ive been this sem. =/
ahh. i feel like i need to puke now but i can.
now i know how nelson felt like after the day of hist portfolio submission.
crap.

i wonder if opposites attract or if things are more compatible when they're similar.

2010-03-28T07:14:00.000+08:00

im beginning to like night practices in school.
they occupy me with something to do so i stop thinking negatively.
haha.
is it just me, or is it normal to be less optimistic at night?

2010-03-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

I WANT TUESDAY TO COME, I WANT TUESDAY TO COME, I WANT TUESDAY TO COME.
RIGHT NOW.
i'll be making my way down to IMM'S DAISO! :D
how exciting is that!!!!
i hope it'll be an EYE-OPENER for me.
wahaha.
will be watching a concert at night too!
double happiness! :D

2010-03-21T08:54:00.000+08:00

can't wait for 9am to come. HAHAHA.
(:
i realise i tend to expect things from ppl even though i dont do it myself.
tsktsk.

i pierced my ears yest! :D
one more lobe earhole n another on the top.. the exact place where i pierced before in yr 1 but it closed. =/
yup! i cant wait for the top one to heal then i can wear a ear ring there! HAHAHA.
okay lah. that wasnt my purpose of piercing.
i just wanted the excitement of the gunshot.
LOL.
sounds kinda sadistic.
but i like! HAHAHAHA.

im listening to 'singing in the rain' like more than 20 times. ):
getting the rhythm right is such a torture....
oh man...

2010-03-20T14:06:00.000+08:00

i think im starting to love my life more now.
unlike the past month or so.
ive learnt to appreciate things a lot more, and see things from a different angle.
(:

i really need to thank you for this. (:

2010-03-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

WENT SHOPPING TODAY WITH JASMINE!
:D

didnt plan to go shopping actually. the main purpose to go out was to cut my hair.

but i couldnt stand it. AHAHHAHA
wahahaha, bought all the things i've been wanting to buy since feb? HAHAHA.
i am the happiest person on earth now. HAHAHA

2010-03-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

“Who’s to say what’s proper? If everyone decided that wearing a codfish on your head were proper, would you wear one?”

- Alice in Wonderland.

2010-03-07T03:50:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA, i am back! (from being lazy to blog)
cos im doing my history homework and im trying to keep myself AWAKE.
HAHAHAHAHA.
(:
even though ive been slacking, i've been feeling very happy!
WAHAHA.
not that im very happy that im slacking of course.
I shall learn to strike a balance!

if only i can multitask! seriously.

2010-01-19T06:41:00.006+08:00

yest i suddenly had this feeling that what neilson said was right.
maybe i could have close friends in sch, it's just a matter of time.
lol, this is so random. but yah, u knw there are times i do feel lonely in sch? ):
i'll tend to compare it to life in tp where i have sj n people, of course jasmine too.
maybe i was too perssimistic bout it. wahaha.
ignatius said im becoming a very sensitive person! O.O omg, no...

i was very happy with 当我们同在一起's ending yest! HAHA. xiao bei and jianhong were tog in the end! :D i know that the ending was as predicted, but i just love happy endings! :D:D:D

2010-01-17T07:35:00.002+08:00

does sweet food make u full?

ignatius always says that we shouldnt eat anything sweet before our meal because it makes us lose our appetite (thus desserts are always served last). is it true?? i dont think so, at least for me. i realised that once i eat something sweet, my appetite GROWS instead of shrink. e.g. if i were to have a single bite of a chocolate, i'll start wanting to eat ALL the sweet stuff in the world. isnt it??! or is it just me?

2010-01-16T10:23:00.006+08:00

so sad! 当我们同在一起's last episode is on monday...

anyway, one of my modules this sem is on 2d flash! HAHAHA. i chose it cos im always clueless bout IT stuff n im TRYING to change that fact! =x had my first lesson this week. i was SOOOO glad that im not the only person who chose that module. :D:D it started with this boring lecture that lasted for 1 hour? n i had no idea what the teacher was talking bout. n i began to regret taking the module... thankfully we had hands -on for the next half an hour or so. i must say, it's actually quite fun! (luckily it was only half an hour cos if he continued i'll probably start forgetting every single step i had to do before that) wahahahaha. now, im wondering if i should spend that $100 to get the software so i can experiment with it before i forget the stuff i learnt / should i just d/l it like what everyone says. ): BUT! being the it noob i am, i'll probably spoil my comp or something if d/l it. sigh, shall think bout it.

tue's my dad's bday! :D:D the initial plan was to buy ingredients to cook spaghetti (cos sadly, that's the only thing i know how to cook) with ignatius, invite him down to my house to help me switch on the fire (LOL), and yah celebrate my dad's bday. BUT.... now i have piano lesson from 5-6pm that day n i'll probably reach home only by 7+. ): crap. i have to rethink of another plan. help!

oh yah oh yah! one last thing before i go n do my work. HAHAHAHAHA. ive agreed to go down for alumni prac which is starting in 2 weeks time! HAHAHAHAHHAHA. i can't contain my joy! havent played for v long... n i hope they'll play something easier or else i'll just die. i doubt i can even play one octave now. LOL. but i'll prac hard! yay!

ps i dunno why my mum started singing twinkle twinkle little star suddenly. so random.

2010-01-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

i cant believe one week's gonna end!
so fast.
im pretty happy with this sem's timetable. (:
maybe that's just because my workload hasnt started piling up yet so im still as free as a bird.
wahaha.
ignatius has one week off this week! and HE actually ASKED me to go shopping yest. i still can't believe it. but anw, im trying my very best to save money and be thriftIER for the next few years. sooo! i actually managed to resist myself from buying all the many things i was tempted to buy! :D

jasmine's coming to school tmr! :D
i hope i'll bump to her! :D:D
u know she actually surprised me with a card n MY FAV disney princess stickers for my first day of school?? :D:D so sweet huh! i kept smiling away like an idiot after i received the presents. LOL! and yes, it definitely made my day!

2010-01-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

how i wish i can go back to the days when 1 waffle + 1 bubble tea = ONLY $2 ):
then i'll be able to save money so easily!

my dad will be free the whole of this week! :D
and im going out with him tomorrow!!! HAHAHA.
actually i dont rmb being out with my dad only for a day.
soooooo im quite excited. wahaha.
was wondering if i should go n see 'The quest of Immortality' exhibition (about ancient egypt) with my dad at the national museum.
okay, ive just decided to go cos the website states that it's FREE for students! LOL, what a cheapskate i am.
YAAAAY! okay, im going to tell my dad about my great plan NOW. BYE!

2009-12-28T19:57:00.005+08:00

my dad received some cute xmas presents this year! (:

look at this!

when u 'break' the egg... you'll see a very adorable blue lil dinosaur with two packets of breakfast cereals inside! :D

and after you have eaten the cereal. you can use the egg as a piggy bank!
im easily amazed by things with multiple uses. haha. (:

and another interesting present is this ice cream cup!

i was wondering which crazy person gave an ice cream cup to my dad. (wont the ice cream melt?!)
but im SO wrong. there're actually notes inside the ice cream cup! haha. it reminded me of jasmine's designs of an ice cream cup for one of her assignments.

quite fascinating eh? :D

2009-12-28T04:53:00.002+08:00

i dunno why i woke up randomly at this hour... with an empty stomach. ):
craving for a slice of that brownie in the fridge...
should i / should i not..

2009-12-26T18:12:00.003+08:00

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS,
and,
HAPPY BOXING DAY!

spent christmas day at m'sia yest to celebrate my grandfather's bday. (:

it was quite a nice trip cos i finally went to m'sia (JB) with my relatives worry-free! (cos usually they'll go on sat, n i'll have to teach on sun. so i'll be worried that i cant finish my work blah blah.) it took TWO HOURS for us to cross the customs. (as expected, since it's xmas day) luckily im not the one driving! HAHA. that's y i always wonder if there's a need to learn how to drive. HAHA. cos if ppl know i dont know how to drive, i can just happily sleep at the back seats. HAHAHA.

went for brunch at 'New Hong Kong' restaurant. wahaha. it serves dim sum! :D YAY! havent had dim sum in a long time. yes, i went to hong kong the other time. but NO, i didnt eat dim sum there. -.- the food was quite good n the dim sum was served VERY quickly. but i have no idea why they take super long to serve things that are easier to prepare. (i think they took HALF AN HOUR to serve ice water!) it was quite annoying cos everyone was v thirsty. ): ANYWAY, IF you ever go to that restaurant you MUST. i repeat. YOU MUST try the mango pudding. HAHA. i LOVE mango pudding!!! and i havent eaten such a delicious mango pudding for v long. it has that v creamy texture instead of most mango puddings which are more jelly-like. n it comes with REAL mango. HAHAHAHA. YAY! :D

went to Jusco after that. i dunno why my relatives seem to know all the shopping malls in JB ok. i think they can at least name you 10 and they know how to get there without gps. the queue for movie tickets was VERY VERY long!!! it's like the queue to snatch for hello kitties from macdonalds! but my uncle miraculously jumped the queue without anyone knowing and got us tickets for two movies. o.o the first movie was 'treasure hunter'. u know, the one with jay chou. dont watch it okay. it's so boring i fell aslp twice. -.- the storyline's quite bad. thank god the next movie was good. wahaha. watch bodyguards and assassins okay! HAHA. i think i like it cos there were kungfu scenes. HAHAHA. I LOVE KUNGFU SCENES! so cool! bodyguards and assassins is kinda like ip man! :D:D so if you liked the latter, please go n watch!

:D i hope i can watch alvin n the chipmunks soooon!

anw! ignatius' sip is ending soon! :D hope his timetable will be slack after that!

2009-12-22T21:43:00.008+08:00

haha! if only wei zhen wears ear studs.. i will definitely get this for him!

jia yi smsed me today! :D we're most likely meeting up next week. :D

2009-12-18T23:27:00.003+08:00

check out this website: Jinjerup!
i wish i know and have the patience to make those pretty cards. (:

2009-12-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

IM BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK from my enjoyable, fabulous, idealistic trip! (:
shall tell you more about it another time.

ignatius' working morning shift tomorrow so that we can watch the princess and the frog!!!
SO EXCITED! :D:D:D suddenly, i wanna say.. I MISS SINGAPORE. LOL. which makes me look EVEN MORE forward to tomorrow cos i'll get to walk along singapore streets. AHHAHA. ohohoh, n im MUST eat smth with lotsa chili tmr. i think i was kinda deprived of it the past few days. ):

anyway. i FINALLY get to see my result slip. feel so relieved after seeing it.. (u know how it feels like when ure away n someone smses you bout whether uve seen ur results BUT u dont get to see it AT ALL?!?!?!) i love the result slip! cos it looks like the abrsm cert. hahahahah! :D my mum's super kua zhang. she said she'll go n laminate it before i spoil it. -.-

2009-12-06T22:24:00.001+08:00

oh dearie dear.
im happy but.. there's a part of me that doesn't feel right.

2009-12-05T22:04:00.014+08:00

:D:D:D

there are TOO many reasons why im happy today!

i spent over $80 at yamaha. LOL. im not happy that i spent money! it's just that i like the things i bought.
the most exciting's the bela bartok mikrokosmos book! :D (i've been advised several times that it's a good pedagogy book but i didnt believe! IT REALLY IS! the studies are VERY progressive! so excited to use it!)
i ate jalan kayu's prata again!
JASMINE, wei zhen, wei da, and yong lin (HAHA. must CAPS Jasmine's name because obviously she was the one who thought of what to buy! =x) bought me birthday presentSSSS!!! thank you!
AND I FINALLY ATE LOG CAKE... (wei zhen, we dont need to eat alr. LOL!)

now, read on if ure interested to know in detail. LOL!

you know.. i've been wanting buy a thousand million things! like a new bag cos mine's getting torn and tattered. (it alr is actually) and i've been trying to find a nice envelope bag (is that what it's called?) that's A4! VERY HARD TO FIND OKAY. cos when it's nice, it's usually too small for a A4. and when i seem to have found something i like, i'll hesitate because i dont know if i should spend the money. like what if that' s not the nicest i can find. LOL. ahhhh, im always like that. other than that. ive been trying to find a nice pair of slippers (not flip flops) for SUPER LONG also! but i nvr really found one for almost the same reasons as the bag. aiya, i bet u guessed what i wanted to say alr. YESSSSSS. Jasmine, wei da, wei zhen, and yong lin got those things for me!!!! :D:D:D

ok, that's not the sweetest. rmb i told you about the cold storage bacon stick that'll make you (maybe it's just me) salivate??? JASMINE BOUGHT IT TOO. PLUSPLUS, she rmbed that i was excited when i saw the cute little raspberry cake in cold storage too and bought it for me!!! awwwww. i bet you're all jealous that i've such a sweet friend. =x ohoh, also! i was complaining to ignatius how boring today would be. cos i wanted to go SOMEWHERE (i dunno where) or do SOMETHING. but i didnt know what to do or who to find. in the end, jasmine agreed to come to my place to accompany me! so in the end, i was a happy little girl! HAHAHAHA.

after she left, i went to practise and stuff. blah blah blah.... and suddenly someone called at 7.30 (must rmb the time okay, v impt =x)!

heh heh heh...

...

still dunno who right! LOL.

...

it was... IGNATIUS!
he asked me what i was doing and stuff as usual. and i didnt suspect ANYTHING ok! actually i did lah. cos DUNNO WHY he seemed super free today smsing me all the time. YOU KNOW WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. HE ASKED ME TO GO DOWNSTAIRS IF I WANT TO EAT MY LOGCAKE. HAHAHAHHA. THE THING IS (IM EXCITED THAT'S Y IM CAP-SING. LOL!) HE'S SUPPOSED TO FINISH WORKING AT 8PM! Q@H#$IJAWKLEUCWOIEUCA. NOT A SINGLE WORD CAN EXPLAIN MY EXCITEMENT. HAHA. COS I LOVE SURPRISES AND I WAS EXXXXXXXXXXXTREMELY SURPRISED. nobody's ever done that for me before! (HAHA, ya lah. my life v pathetic lah.!) woohoo! ok, BUT, the sad thing is.... the logcake turned out to be not THAT nice. it's from breadtalk! AHH, breadtalk ALWAYS disappoints me. pretty but... tastes like crap. =x ahahahahah! ignatius celebrated my bday for three days. LOL. cos im not free tmr and the day after im going to macau alr. so funny! and he finally bought the most exciting present. LOL. okokok. i think if i blog somemore i'll explode from excitedness. i better stop now. AHHH.

EXPLODES FROM EXCITEDNESS*

2009-12-05T08:25:00.002+08:00

if only i have all the money in the world...
i'll want to travel (even though i dont exactly like staying in hotels =/) around the world.
i've never been to japan, EUROPE (esp after how my teacher described germany.. 'it's weird if someone doesnt want to learn music'. so cool!), AFRICA? (lol, i wonder what it's like having the wild animals around you), thailand, australia!, hong kong, taiwan, blah blah...

but the first place i would want to visit now is DISNEYLAND..

i want to buy my own plane tickets and stuff with my hard earned money!
i think it feels more exciting knowing that you bought them YOURSELF! :D:D
yay!

next next day is the 7th... and soon the 19th will be here too! :D

2009-12-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

i am the proud owner of this baby g! :D (it comes in many other cute colours too!)woohoo! :D the more i look at all the baby g white watches, the more i love them! =x (i have a thing for white watches.) they all look so cute! :D HAHA. i havent owned a digital watch in a loooooong time. which explains my excitedness. HAHA. my only worry is that i'll dirty my watch ): i used my silver cloth to wipe it yest okay! HAHA. n guess what, it's shock-resistant! PERFECT for a clumsy person like me. lol! NOT that i will drop it though! CHOY.

went to jasmine's house to study today. YAY! i read a chapter! =x we were supposed to go shopping after that. but we were too carried away when we saw FOOD. OMG, THE BACON STICK AT COLD STORAGE... OMG... (im salivating again..) i dont understand why jasmine prefers the mediterranean sausage!

OHOHOH, if you're searching for CHEAP AND PRETTY christmas hats. ask me where to get them! HAHA. i bought the plain christmas hats for 80cents each today. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! EIGHTY CENTS. the christmas hats i saw at other places were $2. so it's definitely a steal! :D:D yay! im excited about christmas. (:

a perfectionist that's not perfect is just someone who needs to work harder! (:

2009-12-02T23:30:00.001+08:00

what is a perfectionist that's not perfect?

2009-12-02T21:19:00.006+08:00

went to see the bodyworlds exhibition at science centre today! (:
i tell you, dont ever eat at the cafe near sakura! it's expensive and doesnt taste good AT ALL. k lah, the sausages were nice (but small). and u know what, the baked beans tasted SALTY! omg, i hate salty food. back to the main point. yah, the bodyworlds exhibition was really very interesting. there're human embryos, foetus, the placenta with twins, a GIRAFFE and many more! and if u don't know what the exhibition is about. all those things that i mentioned about are post mortal and preserved. and there's this audio device that you can rent which makes the exhibition more interactive! cos you get to listen to the person tell you things in detail instead of reading the info yourself. :D:D but then!!! after walking for one and a half hours, and reading all the information.... my brain was totally dead..... n it kinda reminded me of HAP lecture last time. (in a good way okay. HAHA. it made me regret not studying it well) HAHA.

since our brains were drained, ignatius suggested that we watch a movie! :D
i've been wanting to watch a movie!!! :D:D next time i really must listen to nicholas soh's recommendation of movies! MULAN WAS AWESOME! throughout the show i kept wanting to cry! it was very touching! so different from the cartoon mulan. HAHA. YOU SHOULD WATCH IT! :D

im still waiting for the princess and the frog... and MEIHUI I RMB THE CHIPMUNKS DATE OK.

last but not least, i must exclaim my excitement that i finally got a baby g watch!!!
totally understand why people will want to buy it now! i like the animations! :D:D
i promise to be EXTREMELY careful with my watch! :D

2009-11-30T23:57:00.001+08:00

i wish that tomorrow is the 7th.

2009-11-29T22:49:00.003+08:00

now that i think back about it. i realise i wouldnt really be that happy watching victor victoria if it wasnt live. the songs were tuneful, but not that catchy. there isnt a piece that left a very big impact on me after the show. but i really love the settings! i wish i owned such a bedroom! heh. i was googling about victor victoria just now. didnt know that julie andrews acted in victor victoria!

ohh! i finally tried the new subway sandwich. dunno what turkey ranch or something. =x BUT... my nose is like blocked until i couldnt really taste anything. =/ so sad. i've been wanting to know if it tastes as good as it looks! someone out there, please try it and tell me! lol.

you know what i've been doing all these while? ive been looking at the TP band christmas gathering events page every few mins! LOL. everytime the number of confirmed guests increases i'll start giggling to myself. LOL. ahhh. i think im the only crazy one looking forward to it like mad. oh well, at least im happy! =x

i cant wait for my jap dinner tomorrow! :D

2009-11-29T08:30:00.004+08:00

there are so many instances when i wish that i can read people's minds.

like now.

but then again, life would be way too boring.

The Princess and the Frog will be out on the 10th!

2009-11-29T01:35:00.002+08:00

is it right or wrong =/

ah, i've been feeling really guilty for not doing anything much for a week.
hopefully my plan for monday goes smoothly!

2009-11-05T23:02:00.003+08:00

Machu picchu is super nice!!! :D
maybe cos i miss going for band ):
absence makes the heart grow fonder. HAHA.
yay!! can go for prac next mon.
hope i can play my part by then. i think i cmi.

exam is next week. but i dont feel like i've studied at all. =/
crap.

2009-11-04T06:49:00.004+08:00

i like the new clean&green campaign song! :D

it reminds me of the times when national day songs were nicer and more catchy.

went back to TP yest. even though it was just for a short while, i felt happy! (even though i was dreading at the thought of making my way down. =x it always feels so out of the way) was a pity that i didnt get to see jasmine though! oh well, i'll get to probably next week!! :D:D:D im so excited bout post-exam stuff. HAHA. watching victor, victoria, getting to go out n meet people more, n im looking forward to my macau trip! actually i dunno what's so fun about going to macau, but oh well it gives me a chance to be somewhere else. one day i would like to visit germany! :D

i dont like my blog's layout.

2009-10-25T05:00:00.002+08:00

(: im just here to say im still alive!
n im happy bout sch (:
n im currently hooked on jap food. (I LOVE INARI)
n i have been slacking (die)
n i need a new pair of shoes. (all my shoes are spoiling n all my slippers spoilt.)
n i need a new czerny book (ALL THE PAGES ARE COMING OUT)
n i want to go jogging (but im lazy)
n yah. that's about it. :D

2009-10-03T09:53:00.006+08:00

the piano part sounds nice! (:

when i was out with kenneth yest (finally!) i saw the poster of 'the princess and the frog'! :D
it's not the same as this one below, but something like that. and yes! it's by Disney. im praying that it will be out during the holidays (and i have the money to watch it. lol!

sch's started for some time again. n exams are already coming. wahaha. time flies. even though i complain about the amount of work we have to do n how i hate it sometimes. but when i feel sane (lol. which is not v often nowadays), im glad that im doing what i like to do.

anw! on the way home on thurs, i saw shirlene, hordin n mark at the interchange! n so i followed them to TP for the mid autumn fest thingy (which happens every year in TP n i nvr once went). it was quite enjoyable! :D there really was the zhong qiu jie mood. with the choir singing old chinese songs n the CO people playing the dizi while leading a group of people carrying lanterns. the best thing was! there were DIFFERENT flavours of mooncakes! n other chinese-y food. (which made my sore throat worse! but it's worth it. =x) LOL. okay lah. that was not the best thing that night. the best thing was jasmine could come down n meet me!!! :D as usual, we were gossipping away. too bad we had to stop halfway ):
n im totally supportive of her new plans! (:(:

okay, im going off to drink a 10000000L of liang cha i can now. bye.
help me pray that i get well by tomorrow! i dont want to take mc.

2009-09-20T06:52:00.002+08:00

i've found my role model! :D
n im so determined to work harder now.

2009-09-15T04:49:00.002+08:00

i like having the early morning to myself and be able to drink a cup of ice coffee. :D

2009-09-12T15:17:00.000+08:00

omg, i realised it's seriously difficult to translate chinese books to english.
I spent one hour translating two short paragraphs. HAHA.
had to scan through the paragraph,
search almost every single word on the chinese dictionary to get the pinyin,
type in the pinyin on a chinese-english translator online,
understand what each word actually means,
understand what it means when the chinese words are put tog,
and FINALLY phrase my sentence in english.
i wonder how ppl like sujun can read chinese novels. o.o
plus chi novels are written in fan ti zi! which is 100x worse!
imagine thinking how many bi huas each word has (FAN TI ZIS HAVE SO MANY BI HUAS!)

goodness gracious me.

heh heh heh. im so proud of myself that I packed my room today.
I managed to clear 5 bags of rubbish from my room. LOL.
I realised i'm not exactly an environmentally-friendly person afterall.
but i was so happy when I packed my room! because I get to admire all the pretty things (that ppl give me but I cant bear to use so I put all of them in various drawers =x) and think about 'those times'.
one of the pretty things I found is the little orange hello kitty capsule keychain that my junior gave me!
She knew I wanted the orange one so badly so she gave it to me (even though she LOVES hello kitty).
HAHA. now then I realise how nice she was to me. she never failed to rmb my bday and give me bday presents. but i nvr knew hers. =x n all I rmb saying to her is she's lazy n have nvr practiced enough.
omg. i feel so bad. ):
okok, im so motivated to go back to tp on monday to prac hard. HAHA.

now im planning to go to ECP to jog! :D:D yay!

i want to live in a condo with a long swimming pool!

2009-09-07T14:41:00.000+08:00

suddenly I wish that I've studied my geog well. I'm like so confused about which country belongs to which continent.
Or if this certain place is a city of that country or whether they're both neighbouring countries! sososo confusing.

anyway! I went swimming today! :D:D i plan to go tomorrow too! yippee!
and im super happy that I finally got myself to try to write something for my portfolio!
or else I wont be able to finish it by TOMORROW!

listen to this duet:

it's so sweet!

2009-08-21T01:48:00.003+08:00

OMG. i finally feel emotional stable again. LOL.

after ignatius surprised me with a sunflower during lunch, singing during keyboard studies class, meeting mh n gang, sj gave me many paper hearts, eating rb's famous cookies, talking to jasmine on the phone, n talking to j.

n i bought a new bag! yay! which means i wont feel so grumpy to go for gamelan tmr. wahaha.

yay! happy jasmin = productive jasmin. HAHA!

2009-08-17T20:00:00.000+08:00

omg, don't try the score for the climb. it isnt nice. how i wish i have the patience n the good ears to figure out the notes!

2009-08-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

I requested for the climb's piano score ' a v long time ago! and i finally got a reply. :D:D
yay!
coming home early is worth it.

going to watch boston brass' concert tmr! :D im excited not cos of im dying to listen to it live. but cos ignatius' going! duh. or else why would i randomly go for a brass concert. =x

saw ms chong today! :D:D:D she's still so friendly! heeee.

okok. im going to faster play my the climb n do my hw now! BYEEEE.

2009-08-01T18:46:00.001+08:00

I seriously believe in karma!
I used to not prac at all for piano lessons. now my student does it.
I used to not do my theory homework before lessons. now my student does it.
I used to not pay attention when my teacher talks to me. now my student does it.
I used to just doze off while playing the piano in class. now my student does it.
I used to be late for piano classes. now my student does it.

): whenever I want to scold my students. I feel bad cos i used to be the same.
gua gua gua-
lol. what goes around comes around! i loved alicia keys.

im happy now though! had seoul garden with mummy n daddy n ate durian puff!
I went to cut my fringe 'cos it's getting quite annoying. mummy said now i look like some sch kid!
I want my hair to grow faster faster faster!
anw, the whole of my saturdays are going to be free from now onwards! yippee!
means i will have time to do work.
so far sch SEEMS manageable for NOW. LOL. im scared my results turn out to be like it was at TP.
at first they were only okay, n it went downhill. -.-
it's always like that!!! at the start of the term im so motivated to do well. bit by bit i start getting lazy. LOL.
time passes SUPER fast!
one moment it's Monday n im practising. the next moment it's Friday n i'm still practising the SAME thing.
lucky me the ppl around are ALWAYS so willing to help out. HAHA.
Like ignatius helping me with my report. =x
YAY!

2009-07-31T01:45:00.001+08:00

im so proud of myself! i finally finished my concert report! :D:D
i dislike stuff like that. thank god ignatius is helping me out in my next report. HAHA.
i feel ike a cheaterbug. =x

2009-07-23T22:18:00.005+08:00

FINALLY I CAN USE INTERNET AT HOME AGAIN.
my modem was down = no internet, cannot use house phone = arrggghh.
anw i've been feeling v tired everytime i reach home!
i guess i'm still not used to not getting to slp A LOT everyday.
everytime it's about evening time, i feel lethargic alr! HAHA.
yay! sch's been real fun. i wish this week doesnt end so i wont miss sch during the weekends.
HAHAHAHA.
HAVE U EVER HEARD ME SAY THAT ABOUT GOING TO POLY?!
okay, maybe i did. lol! but ahhh, im so happy i'm here now.
i actually made friends! awwww. some more they're so humble n willing to help me.
so v honoured!

guess what, i got to see kenneth on tues in sch! n ignatius came to find me to have lunch today! :D
aiya, u know i was excited about ignatius having practice at sch on wednesdays right.
BUT THEEEEEN, when his lessons end, it's bout time i need to leave sch to go n teach.
dang.

whooppeee! main point of today's post: I love sch! =x (but i miss tp's canteens... n my itas ytf. HAHA)

2009-07-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

u know! my first batch of students who i taught since they were 3 are graduating next week! it's quite sad... cos i've been seeing them almost every sunday for 2 yrs. some of them used to be very scared of me (not cos im fierce! im always so jovial n nice. HAHA). now they dare to speak up more in class n all. so sad. ): you see that titus watch on the right of the picture??? they gave that to me!!! so sweet! it's so pretty! i wonder how they knew i've been wanting to buy a round faced watch. n it's the kind that i would like! so surprised when i opened the box. haha. they told me to wear it next week to class! i hope they would continue having piano lessons after they've graduated!

n im very excited about going to school tmr! LOL. i've been very fickle minded. one moment i dread that i've to go to sch again, another moment im so excited about it. HAHA. it's time my brain starts working again! just now while teaching, i was actually quite irritated cos my student wasn't getting it (i forgot what 'it' was) right. n suddenly, i thought about going to sch tmr! n i got really excited! HAHAHA. i've been hearing from jy that history lessons are a killer due to the pile of hw. but im excited! cos i miss history lessons with mdm peh. i wish it's the same or similar! whoopeee! :D

2009-07-16T19:03:00.004+08:00

so surprising that i didnt really get to make friends during orientation.
but instead made friends before n after today's test.
(now i realised the good thing about having a test before sch even starts. haha! n i also got a wake-up call that i need to revise. =x)
they seem like nice people! :D
yay! now im looking forward to monday! :D
i thought i had to sit alone in class n hide at a corner. LOL.
i hope i didnt do thaaaat badly for today's class n then have to be taken out from the normal class n be taught separately! or else i doubt i can catch up first with my slow learning ability. haha!

2009-07-14T17:44:00.003+08:00

orientation was boring...
went there to listen to a one n a half hours talk.
after that the orientation leaders said they were going to bring us to the computer labs.
n i was thinking to myself 'yay, finally something different'
so we went up there to log into our student accounts.
'choose our modules' (my course cannot choose modules! -.-)
n then they said that's the end of our orientation!
great.
oh well, i didnt really want to talk with my current voice right now anw.
n at least i got SOME information about what sch would be like.

i still feel lost!

ignatius said he MIGHT have his ensemble practise there. how i wish he has it everyday! LOL.

2009-07-12T20:03:00.002+08:00

just yest i was so happy that even with a sore throat i still got to talk a lot.
n today, once i started teaching i gradually started to lose my voice.
no, im not wallowing in self pity.
i find it v funny actually to not have a voice. LOL.

my student even funnier. at the end of the class.
she said, 'okay, im going to give you a sticker today cos ure sick. u must get well okay. see the doctor.'
seriously, nowadays kids seem to talk more n more adult-like.
my cousin's 2 yrs old n she will say things like 'you do it again n i'll slap you!' O.O
wahhahaha. fierce.

ok, im going to continue talking with my airy voice now. bye.

2009-07-12T06:44:00.003+08:00

everyone seems to be getting sick. lol.
while im finally getting better and would be able to meet jia yi.
it's her turn to get fever n all! o.o
n ignatius sick too. (but he deserves it. who ask him to eat durians nvr share. lol!)
i think it's amazing that i get a sore throat n still be able to talk so much. HAHA.
my mum too says that i should look forward to sch.
so that i wont keep talking to her cos v irritating. LOL.

oh yah, did u know when i got sick.
my father immediately told my mum 'faster! buy liang cha!'
i thought he was nice n caring.
no!
he was afraid i would pass my illness to him. -.-

2009-07-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

I finally told my teacher something that i've always wanted to tell her!
n she was actually not angry! :D:D
finally feel guilty-less. yippee.

2009-07-10T12:58:00.005+08:00

wonder what i've been doing for the whole week? :D
i've been eating, watching tv, and lying on the mattress. ):
it's starting to become like a routine! omg.
HAHA. but this got me to realise that OKTO has a lot of amazing shows!
like culture X. they feature all the weird stuff people do in different cultures.
yesterday they showed this group of people from india who eat dead people!!! =/
but they dont see it as food but holy food or something. can't rmb. lol!

oh well, when school starts. i should try to not notice that there's a tv at home. LOL.
u know what wei ming told me yest? he said i should looking forward to sch starting cos there're a lot of good looking guys. LMAO. what a reason. -.-

anw! yest i tried the ABC soup for the 1st time in my entire life!!!!!!!!
haah. u know the soup that has potato, corn, carrot, n sadly has the pai gu inside which i dont like.
IT'S SUPER DUPER UPER NICE. im going to ask my mum to buy it for me again!!! :D:D
before i drank it. i kept wondering if there'll be the ABC macaroni thing inside! aiya, dont have.
why is it called abc soup for no reason! tell me tell me!

2009-07-06T10:47:00.007+08:00

yay!
yesterday was my first experience of many things!
HAHA

first perf at esp!
first time ignatius came to watch me perf ! (cos he's the one with a thousand million concerts which cause me to be broke. LOL. kidding.)
first time i received a BOUQUET of flowers!!! (plus, it's ORANGE daisies!!!!!! MANY orange daisies!!!!) HAHAHA.

u know when i was waiting for the bus at the interchange. then there were A LOT of insects!!!
N THE INSECTS KEPT COMING TO MY FLOWERS. so i had to keep swinging my flowers here n there cos im afraid it might come near me!!! -.-

later im going to swim n all w my mum cos she has the whole day off!!! :D

2009-07-02T18:50:00.002+08:00

YAY! I finally finished my background music. :D
But i havent practised. ):
anw, im feeling very guilty recently!
spending money here n there on idunnowhat. ahhh.
i hope sch opening MIGHT stop that.

n suddenly I think about it.
even though my holiday has been moving super slowly with me doing almost nothing.
i actually did experience quite a number of new stuff (which i wouldnt if i had sch!) :D
will be going to childcares on tuesday! it's my first time!
so im excited and nervous! hee.

im meeting jia yi tomorrow! so looking forward to it. :D:D

2009-07-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

so happy today!
my student's (who I've been struggling with the help of her mum to interest her to play for about TWO YEARS) attitude has changed tremendously! asking her to just sit at the keyboard was alr torture, what's more asking her to read notes. now she actually goes to the keyboard on her own accord and wants to play for people! (WAH!) so happy. i so hope this is not just some lucky moment n then we'll have to go back to square one. heh heh.

anw, my student's damn funny lah! (im referring to another one now. lol.) she told me her math teacher said she was smart so she was given 2 worksheets instead of 1 to do. so i said, 'okay, next time i'll tell you you're smart then i'll give u more hw ok?' HAHAHA. the teacher's trick is damn good lah! i shall try out on another student. =x ok, cannot spread to people ok. later the trick too common then the children would see through all the evil tricks! =x

2009-06-30T20:25:00.002+08:00

it's been ages since i last blogged. (i think)

cos it hasn't been very exciting anyway. lol.
last saturday was my LAST week of doing relief classes.
phew-
it's super tiring working on both saturday and sunday.
i wonder how am i ever going to survive working all five/six days a week next time.
wahaha!
now that i dont have to teach those little ones on sat anymore, i kinda miss having to teach them. =x but still i'd rather not have to.
cos every saturday there's some war going on in my mind trying to be optimistic about everything.
another thing that this relief classes ending is a reminder that school is starting!

I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!
i've been rotting my brain for i dunno how many months and very soon i need to start studying again. n i have to adapt to a completely new environment! AHH! i wonder if i'll meet all the crazy people like sj n gang. ok lah. actually still long before school starts lah huh. havent even 'orientation'. shall not be so excited.

okay, i need to start freaking out about sunday now.

2009-06-14T07:09:00.002+08:00

part of me is looking forward to rehearsal tonight and part of me is not! =/

but i sure am exciting about the week to come! hee.
cos there'll be 4d class gathering (which i heard only a handful of people are going. lol!),
there'll be tp band camp (which makes me feel so sad that i wont get to stay over with them!),
im going to do my christmas song on thurs!,
and last but not least, Im going to gramercy to get my twinkle twinkle score!!!! :D:D:D
yay!

i heard school is starting next week! i shall go n disturb sujun n people. HAHA.

2009-06-11T22:08:00.003+08:00

If you havent watched this...

Please DO NOT watch it! the storyline is crappy. i don't know why children are allowed to watch it cos it's quite dirty. some parts were funny. but overall was V BORING. ): wasted $6 on this today (though i wasnt the one who paid. =x). you shouldn't be the next victim!

2009-06-11T01:15:00.002+08:00

It's been a year! :D

2009-06-10T23:39:00.005+08:00

10th June

my last day there was the MOST relaxed. (phew)
we woke up n went to have prata again!! :D
the uncle remembered us! cos he gave me my sugar without me asking.

wanted to go swimming at the hotel after that. but the swimming pool is freaking small.
it's alr small right, then there's this random line of floats across the pool which makes it look even harder to swim around. instead we went to the sauna n steam bath. which was a good choice! HAHA. i dunno why the sauna was close to 60 deg C n my mum n i didnt perspire a tit bit at all. -.- n it was the first time i had a steam bath! it was quite cool! probably better than a sauna in the sense that you would not be so dehydrated cos it's not so dry inside? haha. just my guess. not sure.

after all that 'detox'. (actually i was and still am really skeptical about whether all that really worked. HAHAA.) we went to catch another movie! 17 again! :D:D:D AND GUESS WHAT. this time it only cost 5RM per ticket. wa. really, if tickets in singapore are that cheap. i would catch every single movie that's showing. lol. and i was a really happy girl after that. cos i got to watch all the movies i've been wanting to!

my dad had a half day today so we met him to have lunch. and yup! we flew back to singapore. but was quite disappointed with the flight. imagine flying there in SIA. n then u come back in quite a cramped SilkAir. n on the way to Penang, i sat with my mum n there was Videos to watch. on the way back. i sat alone, the food was bad, there was nothing to watch. SO BORED. ):

at least they sent me safely back to singapore! :D

OH. one last thing i want to say. i keep telling people i've talked to! cos im still amused by it. =x
you know, singapore we have Pocky right. over there, they have Rocky. i show you:

I wonder if Rocky is the imitation of Pocky, or is Pocky the imitation of Rocky.
hmmm...

2009-06-10T23:10:00.006+08:00

9th June

woke up around 9 plus. had a hard time finding a place to have breakfast! all the shops were closed lah. finally found a prata shop! luckily the prata was really nice and crispy.

right after that, we set off to take 402 again to Penang Hill. (the bus takes really long to come.) anw, they still use bus tickets like those at the last row below. i know it takes you 1.50ringget for you to travel from the bus interchange at Komtar to Penang Hill! :D

bus tickets

we reached at approx. 10.45 and managed to get the tickets for the 1.30pm ride up the hill.
on the way to penang hill, the sign 'bat's cave tua pek gong temple' intrigued us. so while waiting for time to pass, we walked there to find out what it is.

bats cave tua pek kong temple

THERE REALLY WAS A BAT'S CAVE INSIDE!!! N THERE REALLY WERE BATS. i thought maybe they just wanted to have a fancy name. ok, so quite interesting. i dont think singapore has one.

after visiting the temple, we still had to wait for a long time for our train!!! which totally sucked lah! cos it was SO HOT AND BORING. n i will tell you why it was seriously NOT worth the wait. -.- the thing below is the train we were waiting for.

the train has abt 4 sections for passengers. there are only limited seats and the rests would have to stand. there's nothing wrong about that. but it was so stuffy and squeezy inside! midway up the hill. we were supposed to switch over to take another train. but there were no announcements or whatsoever to inform you lah. -.- so my mum n i were lost for a moment. if you think singaporeans are kiasu. oh, you're really wrong. the people there immediately rushed over to grab seats ok! and they kept PUSHING n PULLING me. i mean im fine with that, but they dont bother to say 'excuse me' n stuff. omg! i was really pissed. n partly because i didnt even want to go to penang hill in the first place!

when we reached there. the only consoling thing was that it was cooling and there was quite a nice view. other then that, there wasnt anything much to do. unless u want to go n eat, get a henna done, stay in a hotel up there n stuff.

i can't say i regretted going up there. cos if i didnt i wouldnt know what there is. but i will NEVER want to go there again! (at least for now)

after all that irritating squeezing n all (i hate crowds). thank god my mum said she's tired too and we'll go catch a movie. guess what we watched!!!!

WE WATCHED HANNAH MONTANA!!! :D:D n each ticket is 6RM!!!
OMG. LOL. if u havent watched, U SHOULD. OMG. SO NICE. HAHAHA.
i still think she's damn pretty!

n then at the end of the day. same lah. we met my dad n had dinner.

2009-06-10T22:24:00.004+08:00

HELLO!
i am back from penang! :D
haha.

went there only with my mum cos my dad was alr there a week ago to work.

8th June
My dad called us at ard 5.45 in the morning!!! &^@#*&@364 n he kept on calling n smsing us to ask if we've reached the airport n stuff. he said he was afraid im too lazy and would refuse to get out of bed. -.- we took a comfy SIA plane there. (:

when we reached there. first thing we did was to take brochures. so i took one alr and told my mum all of them are the same so she doesnt need to take another. but she JUST wanted to take a different one. after we left the departure hall, she realised the one she took had the same details just that it's in malay. -.- we didnt know where to go. (cos penang's actually not that exciting a place to go to) since we looked at the map n there were so many temples at Georgetown, we just asked the taxi driver to fetch us to any one. On the way there, we asked him the way to Penang hill, so he told us 'the place im fetching you to is walking distance to Komtar. nearby you take Rabbit bus to penang hill'. after thinking a while my mum actually made out that he was trying to say 'Rapid' (the company's name). while i was still excited about taking some bus called Rabbit. n she didnt even tell me until we reached the interchange! -.- and anw, the taxi driver's so called WALKING DISTANCE, is DAMN FAR. i think it's futher than walking from my house to whitesands!

when we reached penang hill at about 1 plus. they actually sold out most of the tickets. the next train ride was 5.15pm! so long!!! instead we went to this really huge temple called 'Kek Lok Si' (below).

The interesting thing about this temple is that there is this statue of Guan Yin that's A LOT taller than the building! you have to take an inclined lift up to take photos of her.

this is how big she is!

was really tired after going there. cos you have to climb a long flight of stairs up to the temple and down too. went to eat durians at some random shop along the street. it's cheap! one durian is only 6RM. havent ate durians in a long time!

after that we went to Prangin Mall to walk around a while before meeting daddy to go have dinner n all! :D

this kinda sums up my first day at Penang.

the photos are not taken by me. i just googled it to let u wht it kinda looks like. lol. all the photos are with my mum. too lazy to get them from her.

2009-06-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

yay! today marks the end of the nerve-racking and exciting (in the negative sense) week! :D
though it's just rehearsals, small perf, my students concert n an exchange.
(compared to my poor ex classmates preparing for term tests =x)
but i felt so stressed n scared!!!
my legs wobbled today. literally.

luckily today ended unexpectedly happily!
cos... I MADE A NEW FRIEND! :D
she's really nice!!!
firstly, WE'RE OF THE SAME AGE. :D
we both thought we played badly today and thought the other party actually was really good. (obviously mine really wasnt lah. -.- better not say the details. or else later i get kicked out of school even before i get in. LOL)
we both didnt know anyone (i did know some people lah. but not close and they had their own clique of people alr!)
we both felt awkward and wanted to talk to each other but were too shy. (HAHA)
we both think our teachers are amazing (duh. who wouldnt. lol)
we both took our gr 8 in sec 3 (but she took once only lah. i had to take twice to pass -.-)
we both played debussy's arabasque for our exam!
and her family is really cool! she has three other siblings. and ALL of them learn music privately. and it's not just one instrument each they learn. but TWO. WAH. can you imagine how expensive their monthly expenses will be. -.- and plus she's damn smart. she took 10 O level subs. suppose to take music also, but the sch is 10 is too many to handle alr.
HAHAHA. she's reallly v nice! :D

im flying off to penang tmr!!! so happy! not cos it's penang. it's just the thought of having an excuse to not have rehearsal. =x and im also super happy that im coming back by wed! to be in singapore on the 11th!!! :D:D:D:D whoopee!

2009-06-01T21:24:00.002+08:00

I like the instrumental song that is played everytime Kim Hyun Joong's in the scene for boys before flowers!!! it sounds so sad but it's so nice! :D:D
AND THE BEST THING IS.
I FOUND THE SCORE. :D
here!
so happy! :D

2009-05-29T21:43:00.002+08:00

today's rehearsal was bad.
i think it was expected that i would be improvising instead of following the score.
(which i obviously didnt expect)
haha!
n the uncreative me has difficulties!
the worst thing is i dont even seem to be able to follow well.
ahhhh.
i can't believe the perf is coming so soon.
i feel so bad for the person im accompanying! =/
should count myself lucky that she was patient!

having this really long break is bad for my brain! my brain's processing is really getting slower.
i wonder if i can pick up the momentum when school starts. lol.

2009-05-24T20:43:00.004+08:00

my student suddenly ran up to me and said 'i love teacher jasmin!'
n she's really really cute!!! :D
she's the one that always says 'YAY!' to everything i say.
e.g.
'okay everybody, we're going to play that song again together!'
(trying my v best to sound motivating and exciting. LOL.)
and usually they'll still go 'huhhh...' despite my desperate means to try to sound motivating and exciting!!!
but she'll be the one saying 'YAY!'

v cute right! :D :D

my mum really went to buy the sara lee cake!
but now the problem is.
i ate this BIG piece of banana cake just now, im so sick of that cakey taste. ):

2009-05-23T21:24:00.006+08:00

do you eat SARA LEE cakes?
i've been wanting to eat it! but my mum said nowadays it's really expensive so she doesnt want to buy it anymore.
and while i flipped through TODAY today, guess what i saw...

'SARA LEE 2 BOXES FOR $6.95 at stores islandwide'!!!!

WHOOO!!! so i told my mum n she said she'll go n take a look tmr n buy it if it's true!
YAAAAY! :D
i love all flavours, chocolate swirl, coffee, chocolate, etc.!

2009-05-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

it's totally random to be listening to christmas songs now. but this song is so cute! :D
I want a hippopotamus for christmas. only a hippopotamus will do-

i need to learn to be more patient with myself! yes i will! :D

2009-05-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

been feeling horribly unwell since yest.
but! managed to pull myself through by looking at how energetic and happy the children were.
i think either children are influential or im easily influenced. HAHA. probably both.
felt bad though. cos i kept wanting the lesson to end n my mind wasnt really there.
i've decided to sleep extra early today! :D
ignatius said he can come allllll the way to pasir ris n look for me to have lunch tmr. :D
yay! my hectic weekend is finally over.

anw! kenneth is so sweet! he always randomly smses me cos we can't meet up now. HAHA.
n it's usually happens to be at times when i feel like i lost hope again. HAHA.

2009-05-16T07:32:00.003+08:00

im facing the dilemma of wanting my exam to end faster but not wanting it to come. AGAIN.
lol.
crap. i keep counting down the number of days i have left n i feel like crying. HAHA.
okay, now im hoping later's lessons turn out fine.
ignatius will be around the city area too! :D
i doubt i'll see him. but the thought that he's nearby is quite a happy thought. HAHAHA.
n im so looking forward to seeing wei ming soon! :D
i hope he won't say im v fat like he always does. ):

yay! today will be a good day! (self motivation. HAHA.)

OH. anw, i have no idea why i STILL have dark undereye circles even though i definitely have eight hours of sleep a day and trying to drink more water. WHY?!

2009-05-13T08:10:00.001+08:00

AHHH. i feel like screaming!!!

2009-05-10T06:59:00.004+08:00

went to my aunty/uncle/cousins/popo house yest. and they cooked A LOT of things for us to eat:
1) popiah
2) black pepper spaghetti
3) curry chicken
4) fish soup
5) herbal chicken

n it's not in small servings. it's in HUGE servings. so we ate that from like 2plus to 6plus. it's like non-stop eating. eating slowly after they cooked each dish. LOL. they don't eat like that everyday lah. it's because we seldom (like once/twice/or lucky thrice a year?) go over. n my mum was learning threading from my grandma. SO FUNNY OKAY. because she tried it WITHOUT a mirror and she was doing it ON HERSELF at the forehead. AND THEN... SHE ACCIDENTALLY PULLED OUT SOME OF HER EYEBROW. now there's a little hole. =x i didnt realise it until she told me. but they kept saying it's v obvious. maybe im unobservant like my dad. HAHA. but not as bad as him, people cut hair like quite obvious also dont seem to realise. lol!

anyway, im now singing horribly to myself while doing the
curwen handsigns. =x HAHAHA. i didn't know the chromatic ones! OMG. SO COOL. HAHAHA. er. go n learn leh. next time we can do together. LOL.
you can click on the images to ENLARGE the picture.

wah. eating some big feast again tonight. soon my body will show lumps of cholestrol like a toad. ):

2009-05-07T21:31:00.005+08:00

HELLO!
let me share with you what i did the WHOLE morning.

this is the first thing i did. for my students' mums. the blue one's for my mum! cos blue's her fav colour. i spent i think 4 hours to do only 20+ of that. draw, cut, laminate, paste on the ice cream stick. i know it's super long lah. but what to do, im always slow at doing things. haha! anw, just in case u think like my mum, why the 'clover' is not green. it is NOT meant to be a clover!!! it's suppose to be a flower made of heart shapes. =x n if u dont know what that is, it's meant to a bookmark. HAHAHAHA. okok. if the whole thing is just plain ugly. pls dont tell me okay!!! just tell me it's super nice. HAHAHA. it's the thought that counts ok!

after that. cos my mum was back. she helped me cut these! :D or else the shapes wouldn't be so nice. HAHA. it's meant for my students to paste on their shirts for their concert. I FINALLY CUT IT. my mother KEPT saying im stupid while we were doing this!!!! -.- she told me 'why u want to spoil ur students' shirts by pasting this one it! why can't u just use safety pins' n then she kept repeating it. im going to get saftety pins tmr lah. =/ so now, they can choose to paste it OR safety pin it. omg, i hope they paste it. cos the glue's expensive!!!!

im now searching for fingerplays on the net. n trying to do them. LOL. i feel so retarded. plus my windows v huge, the people living opposite me might see! this is the one i just did. =x

Peter works with 1 hammer, 1 hammer, 1 hammer
Peter works with 1 hammer, this fine day.
(1 hammer-fist pounding)
Peter works with 2 hammers, etc.
(2 hammers-2 fists pounding)
Peter works with 3 hammers, etc.
(3 hammers-2 fists & 1 foot pounding)
Peter works with 4 hammers, etc.
(4 hammers-2 fists & 2 feet pounding)
Peter works with 5 hammers, etc.
(5 hammers-2 fists & 2 feet & head nodding)

quite difficult leh! =x makes me realise yet again how bad my coordination is. lol!

oh, n guess who smsed me today!!!!

WEI MING! :D:D:D:D
he used his bathing/free time (actually im not sure what it's called) to sms me! :D