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Sunday, April 4, 2010
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i love cool, rainy mornings, sunny afternoons, and cloudlesss evenings.
yest was quite a fulfilling day! (even though i woke up later than planned, which ended up being a blessing in disguise. wahaha)
my plan was to reach sch by 7am to prac the irritating leaps i cant get for fotg bar 180. HAHAHA.
but i only reached at 8.45 =x and anw i couldnt even practise. -.- they had rehearsal until 11 plus i think. which made me more nervous about playing fotg cos i dont get to warm up!
ahhh. u know everytime we're at the pause before bar 180, I CANT HELP IT BUT MY HEART BEATS V FAST. like quaver=200. LOL. n then the rhythm's so fast it doesnt really help calm my nerves down. -.- when im at bar 180 im thinking of a hundred million things at one time "omg. what if i mispitch, what if i ran out of breath, what if i just stopped playing, what if i play the wrong rhythm, what if, what if." i really should thinking of 'what ifs' at negative times! even though i still played quite badly yest (the style isnt correct! ): ) . AT LEAST i tried my best to keep calm and i hit my notes! =x HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
went for lunch with the band people for the first time. =x HAHAHAHHA. im always rushing home after band prac to "do work". -.- wahaha. i must say i enjoyed myself! :D:D:D:D
rushed back to school for meeting at 1pm. HAHAHA. it feels good to be in the 'camping' mood again. u know how camps always make you feel so motivated n positive about everything. like those marketing companies where they like to psycho their customers and employers. hahahahahaha. i felt quite lost about everything eh. i forgot a lot of people's names, i forgot how camps should run, n other stuff. id better find some time going through the proposals soon. IM MEETING MY CAMPERS NEXT WEEK. LOL. SO FAST. wth. im not mentally prepared. i need to rehearse my 'opening speech' in front of my mirror. HAHAHA. should i say "HI! im jasmin, i'm going to be your FA!" or should i start with "HELLO! it's nice to see all of you" or something. LOL. okok, i need to keep in mind that i must be 200% excited to make sure they're 100% excited about everything. HAHAHAHA.
had lesson with my cutie after that. as usual she greeted me with her unable-to-contain-her-happinessnexcitednesstoseeme-kinda-look. SO CUTE!!! i printed out cards with an easter egg on one side and notes on the other. hid them in different places of the room, asked her to find them and she had to tell me the note values of each note. she looked like she had fun finding the little 'eggs'. which was all i needed to make me happy! (:
yipppee!
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