i get frustrated when there's nothing to talk about and yet you're forced to continue the conversation answering boring questions like how my sleep was, how my lessons went, how my day went, how how how. some things are just the same everyday you know. i mean, if we havent talked for months, i definitely wouldnt be kicking up such a big fuss here now. but er, we talk everyday? if there's something interesting about my sleep i would have said so. but what can be so fascinating my sleep? even if i were to have dreams.. am i supposed to report about every single dream i had? argh, maybe my life's too boring to talk about that's y i hate questions like that. dang. OH GOD, i need to sigh a big BIG sigh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
guess what i'lll be presenting tomorrow.
my favourite princesses! :D:D:D:D
LOL.
the more i look for info to put in my ppt, the more excited i get.
i keep changing my desktop's background cos i realised there're SO MANY pretty pictures of them. :x
but my desktop looks like crap because the pictures seem to be too small.. and then the princesses' face will be stretched. ): so ugly.
i thought my princess craze died. but omg, it's still in me. HAHAHAHHAHA.
yay! do you know pocohantas is a true story? i didnt know! there's really a lady called pocohantas lah. wth.
i have no one to tell this cool fact. because they'll all start saying im childish again. ):
nvm, at least i have you to tell. HAHAHA.
okok. that's all. bye.
goodness. i didnt know it'll be THAT hard to think of a topic to present on ANYTHING you want for 8 minutes. :/ i have no idea what to talk about.......................... argh.
today's saturday! (:
tomorrow's sunday! :D:D:D:D
even though we dont have one whole day tog. at least i'll still get to go out with ya.
and im so looking forward to monday too!
I can have BOTH lunch and dinner with you! EXCITED. HAHAHA.
alrighty! time to go for my physiotherapy at the pooool on this hot and sunny day!
yea, you're no superman and i like you as you are! HAHAHA.
FRP was good! it's not the best musical production definitely. but i love the backdrops, the settings, the songs (even though most of the singing didnt sound professional), the humour, and of course the singapore touch to it! saw an advert of 'the nutcracker'. wonder if it will be good. hmm. should i go??? HAHAHA. shall decide again. (:
meeting up with the funneh people for lunch later. woohoo!
yay! i bought a tea tree facial wash from TBS yest! mh said her brother's face became clearer after using it! HAHAHAHAHA. shall see if it works for me too! :D i guess i can only use it in the morn. cos the minty smell perks you up! i think it might cos insomnia. HAHAHA.
amazingly started conversations with people i dont usually talk to yest.
and i think c is really nice!
he really did fetch me back no matter what time i wanted to leave the place.
seldom see such gentleman-ly gestures these days. haha!
was damn tired yest.
i dunno how i managed to get through the whole day without getting coffee during lunch and dinner.
oh. and yest was like the first time i liked ya kun's coffee.
i really think the cup makes a difference lah!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW. when you drink it from the small and round porcelain (how do u spell that!) cup it just doesnt taste as good as if it's from the glass cup like the ones at coffeeshops. really! yest i doggy bagged my coffee from ya kun AND you need to drink it from that small opening on the cap. mmmmm. tasty yummy coffee!
not too sweet.. and the amount of milk was uh huh just nice! (:
my colleague's going to shenzhen! and she said she would help me get a bag if she sees one that's pretty.
(:
yay!
ive been wanting to get a bag. i hate shopping for bags lah! there're a lot of things to consider! first and foremost, the price. =x secondly, the colour (i love white stuff!! but they'll get dirty.. then if i get black/red i'll think argh. i alr have them.. would it end up looking the same and then i wont feel that shuang that i own a new bag. -.-) then comes the material of the bag (i love the omgsuddenlyicantrmbthenameofthat material but as usual.. being the messy and careless person i am.. it will end up turning greyish. and the skin might tear or smth.) FINALLY. AH. the size! actualy i love big bags lah. but the bigger my bag is. the bigger the tendency of me throwing everything in and it'll end up weighing a ton. but small bags are so impractical -.-
soooo, hopefully she sees something nice and help me decide on a bag to buy there. HAHAHAHA.
and i think im changing my iphone cover later! to the one Y bought for me (: ive been hesitating to change my cover. i love the one Y bought for me. BUT I CANT BEAR TO PART WITH KITTY. and i took so long to convince myself that it's worth it to spend $12 to get my case! but i have no choice now cos it's turning lose and black. i wish i could cut that kitty out and turn it into a key chain. that would make me happy!
i'll be having fish at FISH tonight! =x HAHHAHHA. yay! then i can ALLL the fish i want! I LOVE FISH. i think the fishes at western places always taste like crap! i mean places like manhattan's.. billy bombers... aston's... whatever there is lah. it's always either so oily it gives me a headache and covers the taste of the fish OR it's so bloody salty i think i'll get hypertension from it. I HATE FOOD THAT'S TOO SALTY. -.-
HAHAHA. i suddenly rmbed i'll get to spend your birthday with you. i have no idea how it should be spent.
hmmm. yah and i realised my bday is kinda coming too. feeling a bit melancholic at the thought of last yr's HHAHAHAHAHA. it was supposedly my happiest bday ever. seriously. people always say that when others celebrate their bdays for them out of courtesy. but it really was! nobody's ever came to surprise me at midnight. okay. not that i dont have nice friends.. but they know my mum wouldnt allow me to randomly go out at 12 midnight just to receive a present or anything like that. moreover she doesnt see bday as smth impt. but my parents trusted you and liked you as much as i did.. you were kinda like a family member so i guess that's y it was okay. ahh.. and it was the bday before that you met them wasnt it. when all three of you were sititng at the table feeling a bit uncomfortable that you're afraid you might give a bad impression while i was kinda nonchalant about it. the thought of it's quite funny. im reminiscing about if cos im still quite surprised that i actually dared to let my parents know about you. hahaha. okay. im quite sad and i feel like crying now. HAHAHA. dont get me wrong. im not thinking that it should happen again. just feeling sad that smth that made me feel secure and safe all the time had to end. i guess it really wouldnt have worked out if it continued.. my character changes ever so often. it's hard to adapt i guess. and all we did 80% of the time was argue over little things because i get unhappy over the slightest things and i'll end up throwing tantrums when it doesnt go the way i like it to be. hope youre doing well! (: i wish someday we could talk again like we used to. but maybe it wouldnt happen since there would still be awkwardness. ahha. nine months isnt enough. maybe a few years might be. perhaps. perhaps. perhaps. (:
i saw your sis yest! she's still as bubbly as ever (:
had aston's for dinner yest. :D nice! :D
it was cute how S was crying cos she fell down and when i asked if she wanted to have the biscuits i bought for her, she started beaming with joy again. haha!
spent almost the entire day with you yest. (:
i like how im getting to know you better.
you do little things that put a smile on my face.
you don't realise that sometimes you sound v fierce/angry but you dont mean it.
i get offended at times because i dislike people screaming at me like it's my fault.
and then you'll be very apologetic and sound so innocent that you didnt mean it that way. haha.
i like your simple-mindedness. i used to be that way. i dont know what changed me. and it's quite hard to say if a change is good or bad. it's always good in certain ways and bad in others. but there're always times i wish i didnt think that much. however by the time i start realizing im thinking too much, there're alr a thousand things processing in my mind. if only this happens in academic ways. HAHA.
man. i wont get to see you for MORE than a week. at least i'll be able to contact you still! (:
okay. this is really random but..
i wanna get a nice leg warmer!!! i dont know how i can keep my legs warm in an air conditioned room. even when i wear my THICKEST jeans my knees still feel cold. when it's cold.. it feels weak. i wonder if a heat pack works. but how am i suppose to keep holding on to it there. -.- kc said i just need to eat more proteins to build muscles there. BUT IVE BEEN EATING PROTEINS!!! this is stupid.
omg. suddenly im reminded of something. dont you just hate it when people think they know you very well but they dont? okay, not that they dont.. but just because they seem to know you RATHER well.. it doesnt mean to say that they know every single thing about you isnt it. LOL. omg. okay. wait. actually why am i getting angry over this. ahh. yes. because i hate egoistic people. and well. i am quite egoistic at times. so maybe i hate myself at times too. HAHAHAH.
okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. i need to slap my self a few times right now cos im feeling slpy and my day starts at 9 later and will end late at night. part of me is wishing that i dont need to go to the party.. but the other part of me cant wait to be there. as usual right. always in a dilemma. that's why i can never buy things fast! i hope i can finish my last bit of history by tmr morning. you know.. the thing is.. it's not a lot of work if you actually think about it. but i always find difficulty in getting myself focused and into the 'mood'. which causes me to end up dragging something which could have been done in half a day to a few DAYSSSS. id better be able to concentrate tmr! bye!
your mum text me yest. haha! gave me a shock. of course i would be more than willing to help her. (:
i'll still remember how nice she was to me. (:
ive been wanting to visit her still. but there're always things that stop me from doing so.. like the thought of whether she would find it weird (i know she said i should just treat her as a friend, but at the back of my mind i still know her as 'my ex's- mum'. who wouldnt?) for me to visit her randomly? and the distance i have to travel. (and end up being home late. :/) AND, i dont want her to spend all her energy cooking things for me and buying things for me. i know it tires her.
last night was one of my happiest nights this week. (: a good 6 minutes or so of talking to you on the phone.
anw, im trying not to think of the things that youve been saying or whatever you're thinking. i can so imagine and predict the things you would say. but i cant deny that im greatly affected by it. it's suppose to be my choice afterall right. it was never something that was confirmed. i hate it when people say it doesnt matter BUT in the end it's the thing that dislike me for most (okay, as i type this. I REALISE I DO THAT TOO. LOL. not the disliking part. but the part where i say it doesnt matter but it does). okay fine. maybe i shouldnt be angry afterall then. ahhh. what's done has been done. i was truly happy to be your friend. i sincerely enjoyed the times we were close. but. lol. that's y! i hate it when that kinda things happens and spoils everything. not that it can be avoided though.
yup. im looking forward to watching frp next week. (: although sfc wasnt that good. i really dont mind watching another play again. if only they were as cheap as $2. i wouldnt skip a meal to watch it (i know some people can skip meals to save money. I CAN NEVER DO THAT. IT'S SO TORTURING ): i know ive been putting on weight. but it's either my weight or i'll feel weak again. lol.) BUT i dont mind not shopping to watch it. IM PROUD OF MYSELF. i actually managed to stop myself from buying random things to make myself happy. LOL. (:
im thinking of changing the link of my blog. but i havent figured out how. HAHAHAHHAHA. soooooo. shall see again! im a bit lazy to anw. since when am i not lazy. HHAHAHAHA.