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Friday, July 23, 2010
first week of school is almost coming to an end! :D
was quite difficult for my body to adjust to the being-out-the-whole-day thingy again! so i slept once i reached home the first two days! =x am still adjusting.. wahaha.
things are a lot better than i thought they would be.
i mean the classes are much more interesting! and amazingly im somehow talking a lot more to people i dont usually talk to or didnt think i will talk to!
wahaha. and im soooo glad that im still talking to tkc. because somehow it makes me feel sane to talk to someone outside school once in a while. :D and the best thing is we both live in pasir ris! it's not easy to find a friend you can always meet who lives near you!!! hope there'll still be time to meet him up randomly to keep me sane for the next fourteen weeks or so! HAHA.
annnnd..... jasmine will be meeting von and i in school next week! :D
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Sunday, July 4, 2010
that's not all there is in life (:
ahhhh. i shall keep reminding myself! (and convince the other half of me that's not believing it -.-)
LOL.
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Saturday, July 3, 2010
my initial reason for buying an ipod nano is because i saw a Hello kitty case! HAHAHAHAHA.
but after doing my little research (i dont usually follow IT stuff cos i think it's hard to understand =x) and jia yi showing me how awesome her ipod is. IVE DECIDED TO GET ONE REAL SOON! on a day when i dont feel guilty for spending the money and of course when it's convenient to make my way down to the stall. HAHA. :D im just afraid i'll take really long to decide on which colour i should get. yahyah. im still as indecisive as ever. HAHAHA. i can spend like half an hour at a stall just to choose between two items. but i think so far ive been making wise decisions all by myself! HAHA. (like it's something i should be v proud of. LOL) hmmmm. but in the end if im getting the hello kitty case then the colour doesnt really matter right. LOL.
im craving for salmon right now -.- even though i just ate salmon congee yesterday which wasnt exactly VERY good cos of the fishy taste. =x yesterday was the first time i dined at han's. and i dont understand why there're so many people there!!! i mean the food is so-so (honestly it tastes like any other GOOD food court food) and the ambience isnt exactly u know something u want to pay a lot for. and then... i drank the kopi-C and i thought to myself. OOOOOOHHHHH. maybe this is the reason! LOL. IT'S V GOOD OKAY. it's so MILKY. like u can really taste the milk. the one i ordered wasnt exactly sweet lah cos I asked for less sugar. but i guess if u like sweet and milky stuff, it's the PUUURRR-FECT cheap coffee! :D actually i prefer cheap coffee! (my definition of cheap coffee means kopi =x) cos duh, it's cheap. and i feel guilty-free drinking it. as compared to starbucks! i'll be wondering omg how much fats will i gain from it and how big a hole i've burnt in my pocket. yay! now i know breadtalk and han's makes good coffee. :D
anw this morning i woke up and decided i should be hardworking and really TRY to start reading this thick book before school starts. i only read EIGHT pages and i almost died okay... i took like what an hour to read it? BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND. all i rmb from reading it are the words "aesthetics", "the history of art", "the history of art". ): so much for an hour huh. sigh.. i think the stupid me has to read a few more times to understand it! and u know what.. that's only PART of the "INTRODUCTION" chapter. LOL! nvm, mummy always says stupid nvm, at least u tried your best. HAHAHAHA.
whooppee! :D im off to do a bit more of my score!
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Friday, July 2, 2010
it's quite hurtful at times to read your replies.
i dont know if im the one who's thinking too much or are they really more unfriendly than usual.
maybe you're really busy? or maybe you're just trying to draw the line clearer for me? or maybe that's how you usually treat friends?
hm. but it doesnt really matter does it. (:
i can't really do anything about it.
i guess i'm better at accepting the truths nowadays.
i still breakdown sometimes, i cant deny.
but after all that has happened (not that a lot has happened. but yah),
i guess im just happy that we're still in contact.
i think the biggest lesson i've learnt is that life IS unpredictable. haha!
and yah, i should cherish every moment. yah. i know im still not exactly cherishing every moment. =x
BUT im trying to change! :D:D at least im trying A LITTLE by LITTLE.
and thank you mummy and daddy for caring about my health.
i cant help (i can help lah. but omg, my temper as usual is quite bad =x soo... it's a little difficult to help. HAHAHA.) feeling annoyed sometimes when u keep asking me about it. cos i'll be reminded about it. and there are times i really hate it when u ask me why isnt it getting better after seeing the doctor so many times. i really dont know u know. and it's kind of my only hope? it doesnt help me feel better to be reminded of negative things! sometimes i really feel that maybe im really not getting better. =/ but after being negative and annoyed by all the things the both of you say. i realise u do that cos you care. duh. im sorry if i've been scolding the both of you in my mind at times when im annoyed. ):
okay, i feel a lot better after blogging all the things ive been bottling up! LOL. yay! time to start doing my other christmas song. HAHAHAHA.
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