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Friday, September 3, 2010
your mum text me yest. haha! gave me a shock. of course i would be more than willing to help her. (:
i'll still remember how nice she was to me. (:
ive been wanting to visit her still. but there're always things that stop me from doing so.. like the thought of whether she would find it weird (i know she said i should just treat her as a friend, but at the back of my mind i still know her as 'my ex's- mum'. who wouldnt?) for me to visit her randomly? and the distance i have to travel. (and end up being home late. :/) AND, i dont want her to spend all her energy cooking things for me and buying things for me. i know it tires her.
last night was one of my happiest nights this week. (: a good 6 minutes or so of talking to you on the phone.
anw, im trying not to think of the things that youve been saying or whatever you're thinking. i can so imagine and predict the things you would say. but i cant deny that im greatly affected by it. it's suppose to be my choice afterall right. it was never something that was confirmed. i hate it when people say it doesnt matter BUT in the end it's the thing that dislike me for most (okay, as i type this. I REALISE I DO THAT TOO. LOL. not the disliking part. but the part where i say it doesnt matter but it does). okay fine. maybe i shouldnt be angry afterall then. ahhh. what's done has been done. i was truly happy to be your friend. i sincerely enjoyed the times we were close. but. lol. that's y! i hate it when that kinda things happens and spoils everything. not that it can be avoided though.
yup. im looking forward to watching frp next week. (: although sfc wasnt that good. i really dont mind watching another play again. if only they were as cheap as $2. i wouldnt skip a meal to watch it (i know some people can skip meals to save money. I CAN NEVER DO THAT. IT'S SO TORTURING ): i know ive been putting on weight. but it's either my weight or i'll feel weak again. lol.) BUT i dont mind not shopping to watch it. IM PROUD OF MYSELF. i actually managed to stop myself from buying random things to make myself happy. LOL. (:
im thinking of changing the link of my blog. but i havent figured out how. HAHAHAHHAHA. soooooo. shall see again! im a bit lazy to anw. since when am i not lazy. HHAHAHAHA.
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